Sunday, December 28, 2008

December, December

I think Detroit is great, but I'm keeping my fingers crossed for Chicago interviews in January being awesome. One thing I dislike about Detroit is their stupid "Detroit Lefts" which are these
crazy U-turn lanes created because left turns are not allowed in major intersections. Stupid.
Meanwhile, ice storms rocked the IL and one day it was -20 degrees F outside with wind. Trees got shellacked and the roads were horrendous.
Pretty, though. Through this weather my dad and my brother drove out from LA in dad's Dodge to rescue me (my Explorer died and my dad is lending me his Dodge) and flew home from Peoria. They also visited Daisy in Atlanta on their way home, which sounded nice. Seeing them was the best Christmas present ever -- I miss home.I spent Christmas with Dan's family in Gurnee. His mom took me with them to church on Christmas Eve and I got to experience my first Catholic Mass. Then I had a long lazy weekend with them and drove home to Peoria. Geoff was in St Louis today with plans to visit Springfield and so after getting back into town I drove further south to Springfield to meet him and his GF's family at the Abraham Lincoln museum. It was really great to see him here, but strange to do it in a museum. I forgot to take pictures so nothing to post. So that's December.

Back to stinky rehab medicine tomorrow. The most boringest medical specialty in the whole world.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

I dislike interviewing.

I'm finally finished with Chicago and have been wandering around the US (Midwest mostly) trying to worm my way into a residency spot. So far everyone's been really nice and I'm pleased to see some very good programs are interested in me.

Chicago has been giving me the cold shoulder -- only 1 invite from the scads and scads of programs I applied to there. I may end up in Detroit. Which would actually be okay with me, because being trained in Detroit probably means I'd be able to handle whatever shows up no matter where I end up taking a job. A lot depends on Dan.

Dan's at his parents' place for the month and I'm back in Peoria (feels good but I miss him). Few more interviews to hit before I'm finally finished. I will try to take some more pictures to make this blog less boring.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

The Little ED that Can't

Last night was my first overnight shift at the downtown Chicago ED I'm rotating through. I expected blood and GSW and cops and running running running and sewing up lacs and drunk people.

But mostly I got little kids with fever and a few cases of mysterious abdominal pain. It felt like a day shift. It was actually less crazy than Friday nights in the Peoria ED. There was only one attending on for most of the night. The only real adjustment I had to make was remembering to glove up because most of my patients here have a history of IV drug use and all the stuff that goes along with that. I'm disappointed.

Well I already knew that since this hospital is one of the smaller ones in Chicago and only a Level II trauma center, that the really crazy stuff wouldn't be staying here for treatment. But I thought that we would at least get first crack at stabilizing the local stuff before sending to the bigger EDs, or maybe we would catch a few cases that got miss-triaged. Nope, looks like EMS is pretty efficient in Chicago. THat's good for the patient but boring for me. ANd I don't even like the blood and guts stuff! I'm just a little put out because I figured going to the trouble of arranging a rotation in the big city would yield some kind of unique experience. I might as well learn something if I have to be here, right?

Instead I think I just have a better appreciation for how great an experience I had in Peoria. I got first crack at a lot of stuff there, and we have neurosurgery and trauma teams and the capability to handle whatever shows up. Residents here get a lot of autonomy but do very little teaching. They have to wear ugly brown coats. Conference is mostly lecture. Also, the equipment and technology available at this over-utilized under-funded Chicago hospital is behind what I'm used to. We use upside-down bedpans to prop up ladies' bottoms when we do pelvic exams. I can't find any nitrile gloves. Residency in Peoria is starting to look terribly good...

On the other hand, I like the new all-electronic charting system. Peoria doesn't get one for another year or so. And my belly is super happy because I'm eating all sorts of interesting stuff. And this is much closer to Dan's family.

I don't know what I want. Dan said that if Peoria were physically located where Rockford is (about an hour outside Chicago), he would rank it first. I'm starting to agree. But for me, being close to Dan's family is only important because it's important to Dan. I could be fine with living 3 hours away from closest family. Maybe. I don't know.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Poor decision-making

Both instinct and logic told me that I shouldn't attempt to chew gum with my new retainers on.

But foolishly I persevered. My mouth was dry and Orbit has this new pomegranate flavor I hadn't tried yet. I think you know what happened next.

I don't think I should be allowed to be a doctor.
For your sake, no pictures this post.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Moved to Chicago

So I'm spending a month in downtown Chi-town (South end) in Dan's old undergrad neighborhood. I'll be doing a month of EM at the hospitals down here and trying to worm my way into an interview invite.

I found a sublet on craigslist and it is shady to say the least. I am pretty much squatting as a favor to a grad student who's moving to a better place and needs someone to pay rent during the last month of her lease. It's a small room in a 3 bed/1 bath apt that's a 10 min drive to my main hospital. It's also within walking distance of what looks like some good places to eat (being in Little Italy). It is also a total pigsty. And parking is a dangerous game of "street parking please don't tow me." Like living in an undergrad situation. There is also much bickering between the other roommates about whose crap is whose, and who is cleaning what. And it's mostly understandable, because the other 2 girls are also replacements for previous girls who are on the original lease. A total mess. I hope to get out of here alive without losing too much $$. I've paid rent for the month and $150 "security deposit" that I'm trying to come to terms with losing gracefully. I took as many photos as I could and plan to post at some point in the future, like maybe when I have a good non-piratey internet connection to rely on.

Thank god(s) Dan was here to help me move in, navigate my new neighborhood, vacuum and do reassuring head pats. I think my room is now mostly disinfected. Tomorrow I tackle the bathroom. And on the plus side, there's a Whole Foods on my way home from work! Horay I can continue to be a finicky west coast urban hippie snob in my big red SUV as I drive a completely public-transit-able commute. Now I just need a regular coffee place.

Pictures later, and maybe some brief notes on my first shift tomorrow. Also I think I can see Oprah's house from my new bedroom window

Monday, November 3, 2008

27 is pretty good, so far


Halloween last Friday, birthday last Saturday, braces off tomorrow, first residency interview on Thursday! Life is good.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Monday, October 20, 2008

Please do not have a stroke.

Because this is what you will be forced to use for communication purposes:

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

lessons from carter


So I just wanted to quickly recommend a PBS special on the Carter administration that I recently watched on TV. The documentary points out some interesting parallels between the Carter presidency and some of the issues and images brought up in our current election. I'd write more but let's face it I'm supposed to be studying. Right. Crap.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

I am eating something called a sugar pear

... and it is delicious. I found these at the Saturday Farmer's Market and they are these funny little goldeny-reddish colored pears about the size of a large egg. I think the smaller something is, the more delicious. Must be the Asian Female factor. Nobody likes the way I drive, that's for sure.

In other news, COOPER IS ENGAGED and I might get to be a bridesmaid with Britta. WOO! My only concern is that I am unsure how to handle wearing a dress in public. Thankfully being a bridesmaid usually means others will be in the exact same outfit so that might go OK with me. That's not something I have to worry about for a while anyway.

And in other other news, I'm currently on the General Neurology Service now, which means lots and lots of epilepsy. I'm having a good time but I'm really glad that there are people out there who want to be neurologists because I sure don't. Next week I'm on the Stroke Service, which I think will be very helpful -- in 2002 the number of stroke victims that present to the ED went up about 17% and I think has continued to rise. Stroke is something I really want to be efficient at recognizing and treating -- it scares me.

Alright, time to run some errands and then sit and do some studying, yes?

Friday, August 29, 2008

Rad.

Hey so I forgot all about this but one thing I missed about Subway is that in California they offer cilantro and avocado for your sandwich. And tomatoes that don't suck (usually).

Not that I would waste my time in a Subway when I've got such a huge list of other things to eat -- tomorrow, sushi with Squinky!

Monday, August 25, 2008

home in LA

Today is my 10th day home from school in Peoria, IL.

I've got so much time on my hands I've decided to start a small blog and see what happens. I used to have a Xanga that I updated every once in a while; it lasted 4 years (I dismantled it today as an electronic good-will sacrifice to this new blog). My goal is to see how long this one lasts and whether I have anything to say worth posting. I want this to be a good place to collect my thoughts during intern year of residency so I start it now (4th year of medical school) in order to give myself some lead-in time.

While I'm home in LA I hope to eat these following things:
-In'n'Out (accomplished last week)
-Shaved Ice, Korean-style (done twice already, perfect)
-Broiled tofu, Korean-style (ditto)
-Outback steakhouse (ate there last week with my parents and little brother, wasn't as good as I remembered it being)
-Sushi, sushi, more sushi (twice so far)
-Chipotle (one burrito so far)
-Redondo crab boil
-Hawaiian food from King's
-Wahoo's fish tacos
-Rubio's fish tacos
-Hot Dog on a Stick
-Campos Famous Burritos
-Tito's tacos
-Weinerschnitzel (it's crap, but there's none in Peoria and I guess I only want what I can't have)
-Jamba Juice (once so far)
-Robek's Juice (to compare and finally figure out which chain I prefer)
-Apple Pan
-Johnny Rocket's (but only if I can find someone from HS to go with me)
-As much fresh produce as I can possibly cram into myself from the following locations:
Torrance Farmer's Market
Trader Joe's
Whole Foods
Fresh & Easy
Bristol Farms